There is this moment when I felt nothing but numb and in that untold numbness those tears they fell down but only she dared to wipe !
Once, when I was staring at the wall and stuck in that serious darkness, she hit me on the head and told me I'm an idiot... And 'yes' , I really am may be.
Once, when there is this deep fight between me & my father and I don't know why only she was staring at me from that corner and pleading my father and asking him " please don't ! " ... !
Once, when I'm teasing her about her appearance and she's crying insanely .. then also I didn't understand " why? " .. and I still didn't understand her sensitiveness and what is really making her cry about this.. I thought !
Then after many years when things changed a lot.. when she became a bolder woman ..when she grew older, strong and being more stable person .. her appearance now .. you still can hear from other people's mouth .. not how it was before ..but it is now.. how she wanted it to be ! 😎 , So along with her I did grew too , but by watching her in pain, in sweat and fighting for what she wanted but not even I did know to describe it 😕, only she knew this pain ! Even then, what all I could see is nothing ! , But there is a question blinking before my eyes " why ? "
And now I know " why ? "
Why you cried when I teased you... Is it because I am your only brother and It's my duty to slam those mouths uttering those words before you but I did rather joined them ! , Is that why you cried so deep?
when you are crying and standing in that corner and yelling at our father to " stop! " , Is it because you couldn't watch me in tears being my only sweet sister .. is it?
And now I understand why you did hit me on head and called me an Idiot ... Is it because I can't totally understand that magic thing in between us both? isn't it so?
And now I know why you dared to wipe those tears crawling off my face... And I know " why? " and now I understand and believe me I'll be sorry for rest my life, If you still don't smile because
I'll be the promise to heal that pain behind that flattery smile and mysterious cries 😉 !
I'll be that promise to be the sole before that thorn that makes any hole 😃.
I'll be that Oath to win that war being your swearing sword ! And I promise to be that poem which you even sing to sleep and to fulfil rest of your needs ! 🙆🏻♂️
So dear little sister give me a chance to be that brother not just this but even for the life of an other ! 😉😄
From
Your Brother !
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